Happy Birthday, Summer!
I know it's not the day my daughter,
Summer Rain, was born; her 16th birthday is about three weeks away. But today marks
the birth of a new life. A life marked by God's grace. A miracle. A year today,
Summer had her right temporal lobe completely removed. Today also marks a year
free of seizures.
In God's
amazing plan for our lives, He created Summer in a very special way. He kept
the right temporal lobe of her brain from developing completely during my
pregnancy. Though Summer appeared to be a normal infant, there were signs
that something could be wrong, but then again, they were so subtle that they
were always diagnosed as something else by her pediatricians. For years she
began to have seizures that were not recognized as seizures, but rather her
doctors assured us they were night terrors and she would outgrow them. Then, when
she was about 12 years old, she began to have "Deja-vu" once in a
while. This happened only once in a while, but when it did, Summer had a sense
of nausea, which we dismissed as an overreaction to Deja-vu; after all, we've
all had Deja-vu and we didn't feel this way. But, over the next couple of years,
the Deja-vu sensation became more frequent and stronger with other body
movements. We also discovered that during these Deja-vu moments Summer was
blacking out, even for just a few seconds. After many doctor visits, lab work,
and several exams like EEG's and MRI's, and different anti-seizure medication,
doctors and specialists could not figure out why her seizures could not be controlled.
They finally referred Summer to Cook Children's Hospital in Ft. Worth, Texas,
where they have a unit that specializes in Epilepsy with the most modern and
state of the art technology. When Summer was 14 years old, they discovered this
very special way that God created her, and she had brain surgery to remove this
underdeveloped and damaged area.
The day before her surgery, we had her
Pre-op appointment, and let me tell you what! It is much different from the
neurosurgeons point of view! The neurosurgeon explained what he will do and what
he hopes to accomplish, but the pre-op appointment is where you read about
everything that can go wrong. We essentially had to do what we already
knew but were hoping we didn’t have to; pray for the best and prepare for the
worst. Everything from a blood transfusion to a mental disability to the
unusual event of death, very unusual, but at the time, a very real possibility.
But God never left us. Not for one nanosecond.
This is where
I began to understand that this was all part of God's plan for Summer and our
family. This was God's plan for our close friends and family; for those who
cared to listen, not just hear the story, but listen with their hearts how His
hand would be on our story-line. He turned this terrible and sad story of uncontrollable
seizures and an uncertain future into a story of beautiful grace and redemption.
He turned all of our unbelieving hearts
into humble followers. He turned shaking faith into unshakable testimonies. He
took our undernourished souls and gave them a hunger for Him. He took our pain
through a dark moment, only a fraction of our lives, and turned it into
everlasting light and knowledge of Who.
He. Is!
And today, we
celebrate the birth of our family to a new life. And like babies, our eyes
began to open and we began to see Him in everything, like when He reminded us
that we could do anything through Christ, Jesus, when He placed us in room P413
and like when He appointed a believer in Him as Summer's neurosurgeon. We thank
God for our new lives, our new sight, and our new hearts. We thank Him, that
while we were sinning against Him, He was only pulling us closer to Him to
reveal that inscription He carved into the very depths of our DNA when He
created us; that we have been chosen and created by Him and for Him.
And so, today we celebrate life, in
thanksgiving to the Creator. And we give all praise, glory, and honor to the
One who has given it all to us, including His life. And through Jesus Christ,
our Father God will be glorified. GLORY BE TO GOD!
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